Is this the place I’m looking for? I’ve been in Portugal for about a month and I was suddenly overcome by a desire to arrive and finally end my search. After a few weeks in Alentejo I landed on the “Earth.” One of the many off-grid communities, in the country. I would say that Portugal has the greatest experience in earthships. Definitely right up my alley. For now, they’ve given me a caravan, which is a wonderful cave in which to re-establish my nervous system. My body  haven’t been well lately. I absolutely need to look at myself. I’d like to get to the point of abandoning and perhaps even deleting social media because I’m increasingly realizing how much they’ve ruined my life. But there’s still a lot to sort out on a practical level, and I still find resources there that help me. It’s extraordinary to see how geometries are creating themselves in these realities free of superstructures. I feel I could be of help here with human design and the knowledge developed. Maybe my destiny is here.
I’m very tired.  I believe my biggest Achilles heel will always be my projected channel 54-32, which in the mystical realm continues to give without receiving anything in return. My batteries are flat, as is my psyche. A few reminders come from Italy, mostly Sagittarius, but when I go to check on the actual momentum of recognition toward me, everything dies down a bit, “We have other things to do.” So now all my energy is focused on finding a slightly larger van where I can better unleash my creativity and explore this new home.